Blurriness

In the dark of the road
Lightning a cigarrete like a stranger in a crowd
Verifying if you're still at town
No planes have flown over your lawn
Or a simple party has been thrown

Manage your time like you manage my moves
It's just that i'm pleased to serve you well
And at the very end
Rearrange the mess i'd made

Feel like i've been swallowing the taste of bitter
A useless ride behind the rudder

Words are thrown at the corner of your eyes
Just another passerby
At the dawn, feelings hide in the rageful tide
Where both earth and sun collide

Attached but not together
Procrastinating just to get a little further
Mesmerized and delayed, another charade
Just waiting for it to fade

In the dark of the road
Lightning a cigarrete like a stranger in a crowd
Verifying if you're still at town
No planes have flown over your lawn
Or a simple party has been thrown

I've waited so long for your comeback
Like a prayer lost in the back
I'm fed by your abscence
No senses of your presence

Your lack of joy embitters me
Slipping through my senses
Your sake is fine with no lenses on
To catch fire is what you're leading on

Feel like i've been swallowing the taste of bitter
A useless ride behind the rudder

Reaching for you tonight
Or in the evening light
While you realize a sudden light crying
Has blurred the view of the silver lining

Feel like i've been swallowing the taste of bitter
A useless ride behind the rudder